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viral107

6am in the morning. You're not there next to me. You're not at home, holding me like we used to be. Where are you?

You could be out having fun with friends, drinking and dancing to the beat, the rhythm of the music pumping your heartbeat, that heartbeat that I listened to every night for a long time, ages ago.

You could be in the arms of another man, moaning as you and him sweat all over the sheets, him whispering sweet promises into your ears, his eyes looking deep within your beautiful irises.

You could be but a memory of yesterday, a ghost of things past. I laid flowers at your grave just today, the gentle rain slowly dripping from your tombstone, an eternal heartache that I will hold until the day I lie beside you once more.

You could at home, safely wrapped up, sleeping alone, but yet awake, staring at the ceiling, wondering where it was we went wrong, so terribly, terribly, wrong. I wish I could talk to you, comfort you, bring you back, but yet I'm afraid of rejection of pain, sorrow, anger and a wider gap between us.

"什么才是真的爱你" - ?? It's the longing, the wanting, the begging, the crying, the demanding, the everything that we...NO, THAT I, I DID FOR YOU!. But even then....... you still didn't want it. Love has no meaning when you don't love me back. So I'll remember that, and save myself from embarrassment, from shame, from hidden smiles when you reject me. I will be a man, a man you may not love, but a man you can respect.  I may have a broken heart, but I still have unbroken pride.

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好长-。-还是全英文的。。。表示压力很大所以直接跳过帮顶

总结就是被人劈腿了。。

然后不会再爱了。。。

Journey to the adulthood.

不是劈腿, 只是表达爱一个不爱你的人的感觉.

viral107 发表于 2013-4-22 22:11
不是劈腿, 只是表达爱一个不爱你的人的感觉.

I totally understand how u feel.
I never knew that some day the person you used to love suddenly turned his back to you then left few words but enough to kill your and vanish your love. Drop you from heaven to hell.

I'm sorry, memory stings,  i'm also suffering from this now, i know it's not simple just to say "sorry, u deserve someone beter than me."  that't not what you wanna hear. I would say "All i want is you, not somebody else! I ain't joking. I appreatiate the life you've given to me, how chould u do this to me? just bcuz I love you more?"

I don't know, I don't understand what men thinking.


You often hear ppl say, if you love something, set it free, if it comes back to you , then it's yours, if it won't, it never was.

I know it sounds so sad so devastate, but I think maybe it's true.  In some cases, let's not say if you two ain't perfect match, this is not the leading cause, the main thing is, he/she is not that into you.  

冰茶 发表于 2013-4-21 02:14
好长-。-还是全英文的。。。表示压力很大所以直接跳过帮顶

我也来了10年了，外加我的职业，多少能说几句吧。凑合

alenis 发表于 2013-4-25 00:22
我也来了10年了，外加我的职业，多少能说几句吧。凑合

我属于看得辛苦的英盲-。-

冰茶 发表于 2013-4-25 00:25
我属于看得辛苦的英盲-。-

不会的，词汇够用就行。